Jeee suuuuis malaaaadeeeee

The reason I post so much, is because I'm sick at home and bored. I'm just going through all of my computer files, just cleaning up and stuff, and organising.


I know I should be drinking tea, water, fruit juice or some dairy-shit, but I just crave coffee so bad. I've been reading, watching tacky Dutch soaps (which I secretly really enjoy), 'Coffeetime' (Koffie Tijd, a Dutch morning program, also tacky), Tell Sell (which I don't enjoy at all), Dora the Explorer. The only thing I can bare to eat is fruit.
My mother went to Maastricht, and bought me this shirt:

It looks so much better in real and I love it, with jeans and boots and a leather jacket and a scarffffffniccceeeeeee... I'm gonna do some-a-thang usefull. I have heaps of homework and a room that looks as if it has been hurricane-struck.

Sudden change of mood: no more escapism

I feel like I need to rest before I can go on adventure, I want to stay at home and read books, play guitar, play with my dog (dogs are better than cats!!!) drink coffee and smoke. With the occasional trip to the beach. The past weeks have been really hectic. When I went out yesterday, for the first time sinds a very long time, I just couldn´t enjoy myself because I still had the restless feeling in my body.