My mind is ramblin'

Long time no see. I've been busy and I don't mind. After all, this blog is for when I'm bored (see header, teeheeee).
Couple of things that've been on my mind/I've been busy with lately.

1. School
















2. Love
















3. Work


















4. Enjoying life in general
























Slooooowly, life is calm, school is hectic though. I haven't had a good night out since ages, but I don't actually mind. It seriously affected my health and mood in a good way (I sound like a grandma).

She's something really fine that you ought to see.

I need some sexin' up! I'm not even kidding on how dull, sloppy and boyish (not in the cute/sexy/fun way) I have been looking lately and behaving indifferent. Some time ago I scheduled in a sweatpants-to-school day for myself, but it has been getting out of hand, as I wear my sweatpants more and more because it's so easy and comfy. I tie my hair or pull up my hood, I don't wear/wear little make-up. I only wear sneakers or all-stars that are ragged-to-death with gross stains on them.

I mean: you have so many kinds of sexy and I master none of them, while some women or even girls have it oozing out their pores (without being naked, look at the pictures above, can't see no boobs!).

Trashy sexy, classy sexy, cute sexy, girly sexy, tomboy-sexy, confident-sexy, business women-sexy, adventurously sexy, dangerously sexy, dirty sexy, rock chick sexy, innocent/unbeknownst sexy, iridescently sexy... Name it up.

I've started my sexin' up by wearing winged eyeliner to school again (I used to for a long time), ditching the joggers to school look and by buying a white and a black sheer H&M shirt (Divided). Though it's a shame I still don't now how to combine it with the clothes I currently own. Bluh. Now I need some red (sexiest colour) and heels.

I don't pretend to understand no more.

FFFUUU took the free ColorQuiz.com personality test! "Is in need of immediate rest and relaxation. Long..." Click here to read the rest of the results.

It's scary how accurate this was. I leave it up to you if you want to read it or not. Almost everything said there felt so fitting as if it where told to me by someone who has been observing me from very close by. It was scary and confronting, though these things have crossed my mind before. I'll just take the thing that I have recently thought of, thinking: 'Why?'

Wants others to see her unique qualities and character but can't stand to come off as needy, so instead she has an ""I don't care"" attitude and pushing people away. she turns her back on those who criticizes her behavior, but beneath her indifference is a person who is in desperate need of approval.

It sounds disgusting doesn't it?

Enthusiasm.

Haha, I went a little too much all out I see. The images are way to big :)
If you excuse me, I'm going to make my howework now (an hour before leaving for school, oh my what rebellion)

Jeee suuuuis malaaaadeeeee

The reason I post so much, is because I'm sick at home and bored. I'm just going through all of my computer files, just cleaning up and stuff, and organising.


I know I should be drinking tea, water, fruit juice or some dairy-shit, but I just crave coffee so bad. I've been reading, watching tacky Dutch soaps (which I secretly really enjoy), 'Coffeetime' (Koffie Tijd, a Dutch morning program, also tacky), Tell Sell (which I don't enjoy at all), Dora the Explorer. The only thing I can bare to eat is fruit.
My mother went to Maastricht, and bought me this shirt:

It looks so much better in real and I love it, with jeans and boots and a leather jacket and a scarffffffniccceeeeeee... I'm gonna do some-a-thang usefull. I have heaps of homework and a room that looks as if it has been hurricane-struck.

Fuck

I fucked up my lay-out, I don't feel like fixing it yet. I'll 'sas it up' another time again.

Blabla-praatje

Nou ik ben op een soort van blog-roll geweest maar dan anders. Volgensmij is blog-roll wanneer je je vaste blogs bekijkt en ik ben naar nieuwe vaste blogs opzoek gegaan.
Ik ben heel veel leuke Nederlandse en Belgische blogs tegengekomen (die volg ik nu ook volgensmij). Ik vind mensen die in hun eigen taal schrijven toch iets oprechter overkomen, bedacht ik mij tijdens het blogrollen. En mensen die het niet alleen-maar-en-de-hele-tijd over mode en shizzol hebben. En mensen met eigen foto's en dan niet alleen maar outfit foto's. Of ook gewoon posts zonder foto's en niet alleen plaatjes van internet geplukt (ZOALS IK DOE, HA-HAAAAA)
Ik ga het anders aanpakken vanaf nu! Ik ga Engels gewoon afwisselen met Nederlands. Ik ga sowieso niet over vrij persoonlijke en/of gebeurtenissen in het Engels vertellen, want die dingen heb ik ook in het Nederlands beleefd.
Wat ook wel leuk is is misschien dingetjes als recepten, liedjes etc. posten, kweetniet? Ik wou opzich ook wel nagellak en CD's reviewen, maar ik heb geen foto camera's om swatches te fotograferen en ook niet de juiste kennis en vocabulaire om CD's te reviewen.
BAM!
Dat was even een fijne lap tekst. Ik hoop dat er mensen zijn die het kunnen/gaan lezen haha.

P.s. Wat ook jammer is: ik weet niet hoe ik filmpjes, (afspeelbare) liedjes en links op (in html) op mijn blog moet zetten. Heeeeelp?

P.p.s En omdat ik het niet kan weerstaan en omdat ik zonder plaatjes toch wel heel kaal vind:


JOSHUA HOMME
Wat een genadeloos lekkere vent is het ook, maar misschien moet je eerst zijn muziek waarderen en hem zien optreden voordat je met me instemt.

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BAMBAMBAMBAM <3<3<3

The world keeps testing me.

What seems like a perfect day to me today (changes all the time):
















Well I feel like sleeping in, and then wake up slowly to coffee, fruit, yoghurt, cruesli, juice and a cigarette.





















Then clean my room, doing groceries, do my banking. Running erands and such. Meet with a friend and go for coffee inbetween.

















All of this in the kind of outfits Karla runs erands in (Karla's Closet) and that on a mild autumn day, all wrapped up in a roughly knitted scarf (PARK&CUBE).
















Then cook up this orgasmic good pasta dish for my brother and me.
(http://www.joyfulabode.com/2007/11/19/bowtie-ballet-pasta-dish/)





















Have a cup of tea and watch TV. Then go to bed early.



It almost seems like I´m looking forward to a life of organisation, schedules and planning, but on a relaxed rythm... But that will surely after having had 2 weeks of school again. I talked about having trouble getting settled. Well I finally did. Though vacation is almost over.
I'm through with multiple appointments on one day, not knowing what to do and staying up all night doing nothing, lame party's that are supposed to be fun (when you're 'drunk' enough, though), being hung-over, being broke. Having breakfast, lunch, and diner on the weirdest of times not knowing if you should have breakfast, lunch or dinner or just eat something and call it brunch-iner.
I want to go back to school and work again and have money. Wear scarves and boots. Buy a new felt or woven coat, with shiny buttons. Bike with the wind in your face with your music in and your beanie/berret/hat/hoodie over your ears and earphones. Arriving at school with a windy do and red nose. Autumn arrived just in time here.